next story, i feel upset when my principle called me to her room...and i had been council by her...well, its about a small matter...i am a student that go back to my house every week..for those who is staying in the hostel can only go back to their house once for 2 weeks...but last friday she told me that i cant go back every week...if i want too, just go to class and come back to my hostel...it must be crazy , my house and my school was far...its almost half an hour...moreover my father not feeling well....really upset about that...huh...and i didnt came for qiyam el lail at my school....see , i am very sure this monday i will be scold by her...but i didnt feel guilty because im going back not for enjoying and 'hanging out with friends at The Mines'........ya allah i dont know why because of that
I.D.10.T people i couldnt go back ! they have break the ruless....they went out with their partner and play bowling...then they had been caught...i know the last one was a nice part but i still feel indignant towards them...i ll never let them go..let allah reply and punish them...
maybe until here only...i have to pack my bag...
J4UMFH : dear, im not really happy right now, pleaseeee pray for me have peace of mind and heart kay....u know, if u be an intelligent girl, nice girl , kind, polite, respected by others, did not lie toward people especially our parents... a girl that want to make their parents happy and proud of herself...never made them angry and insulted...try to give the best for them...always study smart, be the best student in school.....well, actually its cant give happiness to her...and the worst is sometimes there are some 'devil' people feel jealous toward that innocent girl...and have a malicious toward that innocent girl......i dont know why and im trying to understand this world , im trying to adapt to this new situation...yup, this is really really really new for me...it could be hard...but im trying my best to face all the challenges in my life....
i pray and i wish allah will give the best for my good deeds and good intention...may allah protect me from those bad people :( thats all i hope ...o Allah i know You are listening...ummmm....
one more thing...i want to tell u that last two week i think......i have a dreamm..i dont know whether it was a sweet dream or a night mare....u know...i dreamt that i had been bites by a GOLD COBRA
the story begin......
one day i went to a club..i dont know that place...suddenly..there is one sister told me that there is one snake ..its not dangerous and u can play with it..i said to her...are u crazy all snake is dangerous...they have venom and can sting us....she said no..then suddenly the gold cobra come towards me , nearer and nearer....it face seems like smiling toward me...then the snake bite at my arm....i feel hurt but just a little bit...
1. through Islamic medicine....they said that someone who is dreaming about snake/python/ cobra or whatever....its shows that someone had a bad intention toward him/herself.....this mean the sorcery that sent by others who feel envy to him/her.........but, that snake or cobra that he/she saw in her dream usually black colour...look scary like want to eat her..
but in this case...in my dream...the cobra look happy and didnt feel scared....i mean i ll sweating if i woke up from that dream...but i am not...
2. due to our ancestral beliefs...they said that someone especially a girl who was dream a cobra biting them....its mean that someone (a guy) want to propose the girl or the girl will get married ...
i will get married??? but, how about the gold cobra..am i will get married with a rich man? masha allah...good news..ameeen for that... :D
oh my god....i trust both two facts....i should be aware if someone have a bad intention towards me...and at the same time i should prepare if someone want to propose me..lol....the time was arrived...i should transform myself to the better girl...may allah give the best spouse for me ! ameeen :) i must stop here...see u soon...hope i dream that i could meet my spouse huhuhu...salam~~ّّّّّ
