مرحبا 2013

                                        بسم الله الرحمن الرحيم 

hiii...how was your day today?? it is 31st of December...and كل عام وانت بخير بنسبه العام الجديد

ummm...i should write tonight as this last day of 2012.....umm.. i have my own vision for 2013
''i want the excellent result on this march 2013''

 '' i want to complete my studies till i could hold the degree's scroll :) ''

''i want to have the best future...i want to get the best partner in my future ''

''i want the best for my entire life''

all this i want..i should be the best..i should change all those bad behaviour in my past.....yes..insha allah..i promise myself... :)

may i share this with you 

there is a thing to make life with 10 letters :

• the most selfish 1 letter word ...... '' I ''..... avoid it ( al kahf 18:34)
• the most satisfying 2 letter  word...... '' WE''.......use it (6:71-72)
• the most poisonous 3 letter word ..... ''EGO'' ....kill it (28:78)
• the most used 4 letter word ...  ''LOVE" .....value it (30:21)
• the most pleasing 5 letter word ..."SMILE" .....keep it (53:43)
• the fastest spreading 6 letter word....."RUMOUR''.....ignore it (49:12)
• the hardest working 7 letter word ....."SUCCESS" .....achieve it (24:37-38)
• the most enviable 8 letter word ..."JEALOUSY"....distance it (12: 8-9)
• the most powerful 9 letter word ......"KNOWLEDGE''....acquire it (of Allah & the Holy Quran)....(36:2) (12:2)
• the most essential 10 letter word ... "CONFIDENCE'' ...trust it ( trust in Allah's Guidance) (10:9) (9:51).

in sha allah....lets turn to new page and new book..

Now...let the magic of your life begin............................................................

Law, Lawyer, Legal, Court , Judges? Loveee

                                      بسم الله الرحمن الرحيم

salam 3leykom warohmato llah ! jomo3a mobaraka inshallah....how are you today? have a blessed friday ensha allah...can i share with you something...its about my future choice....u know, yesterday i went to a lawyer office...he is my cousin's friend...he had his law firm. his personal company....and i ask some him some questions about law...he is working in law of properties..i ask him what does his work in properties law...he said that he should make an agreement...for house sales..land...and etc...
he said :
'' Law is very very wide and interesting....there is nothing to be worry about ..just enjoy your 4 years studies in the university...''

''What u learn in the university is used only 4% - 5% doing your work...'. he added.

''Knowledge and experience is really important..the salary being a lawyer is depends on that''

''Being  a lawyer can build confidence in ourselves''

''Lawyer it is not about working in court and defending people''

''I worked in court last time but i found that im not enjoyed in court and defending people because i dont like suing and look at all those angry face, thats why i choose for this working in the office making an agreement...''

''I saw that law students fresh-graduated  from IIUM can do very well''

''yep...IIUM and UM is good'' (for taking law course)

''i have a friend...his life is all about suing people..and banks until the banks turn to bankrupt''

''it depends on ourselves and our hardworking''

umm...those words are playing around in my mind ....but i really enjoy meeting him...because i have a lot of knowledge about law...and i got something..i know that a lawyer its not just only defending people...a lawyer also can work on shipping  ....aviation..cargo...and many more!

and the most interesting part was i had chance to wear his lawyer coat hahah....and took some picture..LOL...

and i should not worry about my future ;)
and i want to find out more about usul al fiqh :)  and some about lecturer things...heheh..

these few days im busy for my FSI = Future Scene Investigation :P

i will tell you anything about my investigation as i could find out that..

i m now at my aunt's office ....today i will sleep at her house...last 3 days i slept at my cousins house...being a part time maid...and she brought me to shopping complex...we had window shop..and tomorrow i will go for warehouse sale.. my cousin wanna buy for me shawls...because i had helped her tidying her bedroom... well, part time maid :P

i think i should stop here..ah one more thing...i watched a movie 2 days ago..the title is 'The Secret' by Rhonda byrne...its adapted from her novel..u can look more for it on google...just type 'the secret'
its top sales book !

its a good movie...its a bout human life... a motivational stories..indeed....the story about law of attractions...all those thing come in my life depends on our thoughts...then we should always have positive thinking all the time...im trying my best to follow the law.....trying to delete all those negative word such as ''I dont Know''.... ''I hate it'' ....''Im lazy''

''i think i could not do that''

ITS TIME FOR CHANGE...MAKE A REAL CHANGE IN MY LIFE..BE A REAL ME ..NOT A FAKE...DELETE ALL THE PAST THING..I WANT TO BE STRONG..NO MORE FEARS IN MY LIFE..

ahh nice nice walla...and i have told my cousins that working in bookstore...i tell her to buy for me one book , its ''The Power'' .. :)
 hope i can get more power to face all these obstacles in my life inshallah..

J4UMFH : please open your eyes BIG as you can read and see this .. the only word i wanna say is I_T.R.U.S.T_Y.O.U :)

and this is for you :P (sorry but my drawing is not really nice..its look like kindergarten's drawing)

using S Memo :P

Recycle the Books, Love our Earth ;)

                                             بسم الله الرحمن الرحيم

salam...hi kifak el youm? wo kef el jaw 3endakom...e7na 3ndana el rain ...hehe...ummm...such a great day today alham dolilah for everything...

lemme share with u something...

ادعوا سرا لمن تحبون فان الحب دعاء.. لا تدرون ما يمر به أحبابكم من ضيق أو هم 

فلعل بدعاء في ظهر الغيب تفرج كربهم

actually i couldn't understand the meaning very  well..but i'm pretty sure that one day i will understand :P

last morning i clean up my house!! :P that is amazing i think ...and i sent my boooookssssss to recycle centre and i got $10 for it :)  oh u know my books the total weight was 52kg hahahah ...with that 52kg books , i hope i can get straight A's in my final exams..

i spent my day with cleaning my brother's room, my sister's room aka store :P , my mother's room, living hall...i rub all the lizard's shit :P ...and eat it! ...yaks.. umm...really tired! but i really enjoyed doing it! and tomorrow my mom and i will tidy up 1st floor area + kitchen :)

then we will heading up to shopping complex...i wanna buy something...wanna buy shawl :P then we are going to hospital  for my appointment with my doctor ....have a nice hooooliday my sweetheart BYEBYE ;)

Hadith of the Day

                                          بسم الله الرحمن الرحيم

salam3aleykom ya 7abeby, kifak el youm? ana b555eeeeeeerr 7mdo lilah...today i want to share with you a hadith...

"Allah will give shade to seven, on the Day when there will be no shade but His."

(These seven persons are):

1. A just ruler
2. A youth who has been brought up in the worship of Allah, (i.e. worships Allah sincerely from his childhood),
3. A man whose heart is attached to the mosques (i.e. he offers the five compulsory Salat (prayers) in the mosques),
4. Two persons who love each other only for Allah's Sake and they meet and part in Allah's Cause only,
5. A man who refuses the call of a charming woman of noble birth for illegal sexual intercourse with her and says: I am afraid of Allah,
6. A man who gives charitable gifts so secretly that his left hand does not know what his right hand has given (i.e. nobody knows how much he has given in charity), and
7. A person who remembers Allah in seclusion and his eyes become flooded with tears."

Reported by Al Bukhari & Muslim.

I Need the Real Izzy

                                                   بسم الله الرحمن الرحيم

hi...how are you getting on today? its jumuah....have a blessed friday..have u recite al-kahf? ya i have it last night.. :) so, today im going to tell you the story as i promise last night..

its about a guy at my school..umm as im trying to forget about him, but........i dont know why....yesterday is the last day of exams..and he was sitting behind me in the examination hall...yesterday one of my friend told me that the guy is waiting for me to add him on facebook..and because im not interested in him so he just act normal..i dont know why he said that and i dont know should i trust what my friend's told me....i just said to my friend 'if he wanted ,just let he add me,and i will accept the request '...i dont have any problem with it..i have been cheated by boy i think for two time..so that its hard for me to trust people anymore! no matter what, i will investigate more than twice every news i heard or i get..that's my principle now..i hope u understand..

oo yeah, just now , im watching ben & izzy movie , nice story..and it is Jordanian story,,..Izzy is Jordanian while Benjamin is american...and Izzy is really smart moreover in technology...aww i wish i could meet the guy like that :3 hehe

if people telling me why i really love Jordan : the answer is sooo easy!

i will answer:
لان الاردن جمييييييل والاردني وسييييييييم هههههه

even though im not Jordanian, but i put my trust in Allah that i will meet a  super smart ,intelligent , wealthy and handsome Jordanian to share my life with ;)

An Inspiration

J4UMFH: hi....i wanna go sleep now, but before that can i leave you with a link..i wanna show you...hope it can give u more inspiration...only this i can do ..as im faaaaaaaar faaar away from you...

there u go :)

http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=0JUFjTOM32g&sns=em

and actually i have a story to tell you...shall i tell u tomorrow? ya , i promise...
umm do u know ''falling in love with someone feels like fall into a BIG hole''.....just be careful with the trap and i want you always protect your valuable heart from those kind of evil and devil loveeee...good night sweet heart.. :3

Unexpected Ending of the Chapter

                                            بسم الله الرحمن الرحيم

hi there...salam...im fever today..running nose!
tomorrow is the last day of exams..umm..i dont know why i didnt feel happy..
maybe coz of incident that happened yesterday..
the day before arabic exams
umm...as usual every sunday evening im going back to school..but on that day i couldnt as the house was locked..then i couldnt enter...i should sleep at old house that night..i didnt bring anything ..my need...dont have school uniform than i just borrow from my friend...i didnt have toothbrush as so i didnt brush my teeth on monday :(
that night...i couldnt sleep well..as i think a lot...i feel that wanna leave that school ASAP!!..but i should be patient as that day will come just 2 days only..that night...all my housemate didnt sleep...not all..some of them..they didnt sleep until 5AM!!!
ohmygoat..i heard a noise..they were talking..at 2 am...and so on...3 am...until i woke up at 4..i still heard their voice...then  at 5...the situation was discreet...shhhhhhhhh....
umm..then, after i done my exams, my parents pick me up at that school ..and go to the hostel...pick up alll my things,and my father said come lets go back home...dont need to sleep in here already..!
as my father actually cant drive well as his eyes was not fully recover from the operation..but he could do all this as he loves meeee.. :'(
and actually, that day..we are supposed having a mutual cooperation ..we have to move out from that house on that day so we must clean it up and make the house empty...as im having flu ,im getting headache..i said that i want to go back after clean and bring back my thingss..i told my housemate i will clean my part, then i settle up some part of the house-2 toilet,yard,balcony,and my own room ,of course...
my mom also help me to tidy the balcony..then im done!
i told them ,i have do my own work..tell the teacher i cant join the program..and suddenly, on my way back..i got a misscall from the teacher.... i thought this must be my housemate told the teacher...i dont know why they hate me maybe... while my mom received a message from my principle.....it say that they need my mom's cooperation to allowed me to follow the school's rules...and my mom just replied that i had did my work..i have cleaned my part...then the principled reply 'thanks for the cooperation'
yesssssssssssssssss! im done here!
i think this is the last part of my life at that schooool yeahhh

but,just now i saw on school's group page...one boy asking, hey! our teacher ask when we are going to have farewell program? errrrgghhh!
just forget about it ...if u give me $1000000000 i dont wanna come ever!..

conclusion: I HATE THAT SCHOOL because they always give me trouble...-_-

i think my life at the high school was over ..thank god ...i thought my last day in school is totally sad and unhappy moments...the last day at school it supposed to be cheerful and enjoyment...but its happened otherwise to me...never mind...and i dont mind....just think positive and i should think better for my future....let bygone be bygone ;) anddddddd now the new chapter of my life is begin...i hope it goes well...im really excited to face all the challenges in the new chapter........stay tunedddd !

J4UMFH: u will know that my life actually is not happy...my life is full of problem..but i will erase it all and act like happy girl..i will try my best...just always pray for me ....i will do the same! good luck...miss u <3